Things have changed for me, and that's okay.

Well people people people, I'm back in the City of Dreams, aka Logan. Been here since August 20 something, I don't really remember and you don't really care do you? Good. I have incredibly mixed feelings about this matter. I miss my flippin family so bad and it has only been two weeks. And I'm going to visit them tomorrow. But really here, I am supposed to be grown up. Independent. Moving on to a new stage of my life. Guess what, Internet. I DON'T WANT TO. Feeling # 1 of going back to college again: Afraid. I saw a post secret once that said "I'm afraid I won't get what I'm looking for out of life, simply because I'm a bad looker." I realized I share this same fear. I'm afraid of making all the wrong choices and winding up exactly where I have spent so much time and effort trying not to be. I'm afraid I'm going to miss something and that I'm not ready to make big girl decisions. Feeling #2: Ready. I feel so ready for this school year. I'm ready to do my very best in classes. I'm ready to meet tons of people, date, hang out, have fun, do things I enjoy, and tons more. Feeling #3 Homesick. Yep, already. I call my mom at least every 1-3 days just to talk. I miss my family, they are way more fun than college and that's a guarantee. Well this is turning into a journal entry, so lets change the subject.

My room is so cute! I made picture boards that match my bedspread with Ashley. Yes yes, we made them. Pretty crafty, super cute. Ashley is the bomb, just sayin. Our new roommate is named Elyse Mills. We never see here because she works everyday. But when we do see her, she is way cool. Me and Ashley went to the 80's dance and it was a blast! I wore something so disgusting from DI and Ash went with the sexy 80's girl look. The 80's dance is my favorite I believe.

QUESTION: Are you as in love with the above picture as I am?

My classes are pretty chill. I'm taking a tennis class. Another desperate attempt to find something I'm good at. I'm still learning, so I have an excuse for sucking. But if anyone wants to play I would be thrilled so give me a call! I ride Sheila around campus, and she turns heads left and right. I get a lot of "Hey nice bike!" comments when I ride past people. Sometimes I pretend they say butt instead of bike to boost my confidence. Then I laugh really hard because, lets face it, I'm pretty weird here. Here is a story: I was riding Sheila and I drove past a boy who was also riding a bike. He rang his bell at me as he passed and I rang mine back at him. It was like saying hi in bike language! It was so cool, and for some reason I felt like no one else really knew what had just gone down.

I got a job! Great Harvest everybody! Great Harvest Bread Co.! I love it there. It is so nice to work for someone who actually knows how to run a business. They people there are pretty legit, I get a free loaf of bread every week (if I'm married I get as much bread as I can eat.....any takers??) free food when I work, and I work the same schedule every week which I like. Perfect job for me.

That's it. I know I was kind of complaining before, but things really are great. I am having a lot of fun already this semester and I hope it just gets better. Peace.